Disruptive by vocation
Here you are, after some 15-to-20 years in school.
We wouldn't be having this conversation if you were not a learned IT student, so there's praise for school, all in all.
But there's a blind spot of the school view: as student in classroom, the keyword is to follow curriculum and your teachers' instructions, with radical initiative cornered, unacknowledged, or even resisted.
Un-educate yourself by turning this learning machine inside out: be a partner, become a leader.